Philosophical Reflections
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No regret for missed phrases: Having a secret diary
Letters that never boarded the train. Those unsent letters that leaves moment unfinished!
When we leave for a journey, how many times have you bid goodbye, felt heavier, but those last words you could never say, they remained unsaid….

A letter costs nothing to hold, but a fragile heart does! “A book that I close every night,
saving it from every eye.
When your heart holds too many secrets,
unlived desires, unsaid words,
they surely come out beautifully
when you write.”
I’ve never addressed a perfect goodbye,
even when we see through the eyes of cinema,
At a station, despite the hustle and bustle, rushing people around and announcements,
how you fall silent
and hear only in silence,
but still you cannot say
what was to be said in that moment…
“A real goodbye will never set you free,
it will give you a reason to meet again.”
When you leave without a word,
when people want to hear something,
but devoid of it,
they keep hopes alive of hearing again,
and you — for a moment — want to speak out your heart,
but does it happen?
The thing is,
we need to feel everything in the moment,
but once it’s over,
make sure you take your mind off it.
At the station,
if you couldn’t express — let it be,
if you couldn’t hold — then let it go,
if you couldn’t win it — then let yourself lose.
But, if you don’t want to carry
the burden of feelings
from previous moment to next,
either say it to yourself,
or leave it in your diary,
or say it aloud in that moment,
so you never regret,
so you never wait,
so you live a new life
with every new story…
“What you leave behind, is never in the shadows!” “I have written several letters to myself,
drafting a whole diary,
but no — it’s private,
I don’t want anyone to read.
I never dare leave it unattended,
not that I care less,
but I keep it away
from eyes of passing people…
Even if they open it,
they won’t understand a word,
and I will feel ashamed
to announce my past,
my betrayals and my hurt.
I hide it,
it’s a mystery,
not a story to read.
It’s not about the good,
it is a store
for all my bad deeds.
I cannot open it
even in front of someone I believe.
But I wished
there could have been
one person who could see.
If there is god,
then I guess
that person would have been thee!Somewhere, someday!
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“I let the waves do what I couldn’t — Wash away, Let Go!”

Leave everything behind you, some footprints are meant to be washed away… I was walking clueless, eyes fixed on the horizon. I wish I could cross the ocean, get burned in the fire of the sun — to feel something for real, something that once started couldn’t be undone..
I’m tired of drafting pages of stories that are ultimately corrected by destiny, leaving everything and restarting with no point. It makes me feel small, to try do with little of something, while you once wanted all…I want to feel something real like the sun shining, what’s on the other side of horizon? something beyond my thoughts…if discovered would make me feel chosen…
otherwise– if everytime,
If love hurts me; then hurt me this badly that the wounds won’t show, new love wouldn’t grow, if I fail, then I fail so badly; that I kill all my dreams and in regret I never moan. And If I’ve to live a bad dream then let me live all alone….
“Let me live all alone.”
Losing is fine, but regaining control, that position, building up that trust, exactly living in that same time with that same energy feels impossible, and you never want to. And you never have to.. what’s done can’t be undone unless it’s fake. If something is real, it is true, it once felt never fades, never changes, if something accomplished by you is true, then it will never escape your hand, your life. But if it is false, you cannot cling on it forever. And that’s the only problem we are in a loop where we are hurt over and over again. Because we conciously chose things which are not meant to stay, and then we end up regretting.

The world we leave behind never disappear, so honest, so true, take me in your arms, I want to be a part of you!! Think of it like missing a moon shining at your window, even if this night will end today, and sun will show up tomorrow, but you know moon is real so it does show up everyday around that same time, your patience is rewarded because it is real. If you choose over people, a position, you can have it but for a certain time, you know this right? But you’re completely fine even if it’s for a short time, but once their presence end, you feel like life has ended… because you wanted something to stay which never promised. Even if you prepared yourself in mind, that you’ll be okay, but it doesn’t work, you made it a habit. Best is don’t chose, don’t adapt to those habits, when you know the end, if someone can really end this foolishness they’ll end this loop of regret.
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Every Train Returns, Just Not With You!
“A different train everytime….
I lost in the hopes of hope,
I’ve seen a thousand train cross this station in line,
They return too, but with different passengers everytime,
Nobody boarding that one train; will ever return back in the same….I’m lost in the hopes of hope,
Never calling this train as mine,
It’s not a cheater, it carries passenger as per their turn,
In their time!Please remember, This is not forever, this is not meant for, forever…..“

“We never return on the same train we left.”
They were not wrong for leaving you.
When destiny never promised a longer journey together, you can’t blame them for getting off.or turning their face away…
Think of it like a train. It was only meant to drop you till that_station. After that, it has to head back to its own destination.
It doesn’t mean it treated you wrong. It just fulfilled its route.
And maybe, on some other day, at some other station, you’ll see it again. You’ll get another turn to catch it.
But until then, let it go where it has to go.
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We cannot stay rooted in one place forever. We may have a house somewhere, but we must leave it to earn, to live, to become.
So why attach yourself so deeply to someone?
Keep your bonds clear. Don’t go looking for who you are in someone else’s life.
Life is short. And in this short life, we only share an even shorter span with people — some for hours, some for weeks, months, or years.
Think of the train. We meet strangers, we notice them, we share a journey. But our memory of them is so faint that if we met them again, we wouldn’t even recognize them. It’s strange, but that’s how it should be.
Except for your blood, don’t give too much of your time to anyone. Don’t give them a permanent room in your head.
Whatever you feel — gratitude, love, care — say it right there, in that moment.
And when the tracks split, walk your own way. -
“Delayed, Arrived, Departures, Cancelled: Station Board casting reality….”

CAUTION:Re-read the board, to relate it, to realise the ongoing life story! “Laugh in the face of life, because everything will happen according to designed timeline.”
“Every platform is a platform for learning, every journey is a lesson, every destination is a realisation, every departure is the truth.”>“If you have to lose yourself to catch it, it was never your train.”
> “If I cannot wait, I’m not meant for this train”>“Though the weight of wait is real.”
> “If I have to return empty handed, God please don’t allow me to walk that path”
> “Have a safe journey, because journey tests you more than destination ever will!”
Train Announcements:‘The train has arrived on its respective platform”
No one wants to miss this train. But I say, “If you have to lose yourself to catch it, it was never your train.”Why worry about losing something? If it’s meant to be yours, you’ll reach it anyway. Don’t rush, don’t cling. Just walk in that direction, on the path that will lead you to your destination. It won’t just vanish all of a sudden, but if you are destined to board it, it will appear there magically, trust this… it will, If you started on time and your efforts are honest, you won’t miss it this time.
Life throws a thousand opportunities your way. You miss them, they slip from your hands. What if they were just wake-up calls? To make you active, to make you realize you have to act before time slips away?
“The train has been delayed”
But I say, “If I cannot wait, I’m not meant for this train.”“Though the weight of wait is real.”
We want to close our eyes and reach the destination in a second. But then you’re skipping the journey. And without the journey, the destination is out of reach. You miss all that you could have admired — and that is priceless. That’s why some people lose, because they never really started.
Sometimes you are excited, you wait for results, but they don’t show up instantly. Empires aren’t built overnight. Everything you put your soul, heart, and effort into requires patience. Though the weight of wait is real, delay is never denial. Trust the timing.
“The train has been cancelled”
But I say, “If I have to return empty-handed, God please don’t let me walk that path.”
Losing is okay, but knowing you chose the wrong path, misguided yourself, and picked the wrong choice — you cannot reclaim what you lost. It wastes years of your time and self.
Don’t rush to a place where you were never invited, or where you are not needed. It’s okay to step back from the station to your home“The train has departed”
But I say, “Have a safe journey, because the journey tests you more than the destination ever will!”
The journey is where you understand yourself. It can cause delay, it can make you sit longer, depending on the speed of the train, the hurdles it has to cross, the tunnels it runs through, and how God ultimately lands you there.
I spent years thinking I was doing it from my end,
Then found years passing, blessing me with things I never wanted.
Then I lived years, learning to accept what I was granted,
And now every minute I believe — yes, this is the life I was seeking, the one God has painted.~The StationKeeper
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The last train I left…
“I didn’t miss it, I watched it go..”

Platforms don’t await you,
they just bear your weight.
It is the train
that crosses paths every time,
carrying you
in any state —
Broken, injured or lost —
you are allowed to escape everywhere.
Nothing calls you to suffer,
you suffer in greed of your own desires,
becoming a burden for the platform,
while you could have just
caught that next train
and moved on…
Don’t watch it go this time.*
At any rate*
This train is never*
Coming back to this platform*
Ever again.*Have you ever done something consciously? Yeah, we do everything while we are in a concious state and living, but doing what you do, having an understanding, knowing the consequences of your choices, everything set clear in your mind, reflecting in your action, you know you won’t regret this time, you know your choices will disappoint many, maybe you’ll fail your people who are closer to you,
but you’ll still do it, because that is best, no matter how bitter it is, unless and until you won’t taste it, the poison won’t become an elixir for you….

The most bitter, the most forbidden, I pray God to leave it my way, I’ll handle the rest, for it will still work as a medicine, It will still heal, because it’s not my fault that I get that, if I’m blessed with that. The train you miss accidentally, the people who leave without a reason and warning, the opportunities that you lose by mistake, everything that happened never give it a second thought. You don’t need to bother, it came your way, escaped your hand, don’t spiral your mind with why?
Why we always think what we missed was something beautiful? Why we wait in hope that everything that will come our way would be warm and kind?
It was the best thing that happened,
once I left a train on purpose
and watched it go.
Understand this —
It was the one I observed,
filled with people I knew,
but didn’t remember…
Because the ones who left,
deceived, deserted,
looked down on me
are no more going to accompany me
in a train even till the very next stop.
I barely remember them,
I just can recognise them if ever I face them,
but I mind that to never travel
the path they trace,
so it won’t happen.
The next time I missed it accidentally,
but before regret could hit me,
I realised it saved me from many dangers,
it was not a right choice,
but God protects every time.
Build on belief,
build on instincts,
build on real,
no more fake…
Don’t regret the train you left, my soul,
some departures save you, making you whole.And some arrivals are yet to come,
to return what they stole,
to give back what you lost,
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Watching Places Moving Past Us~
What you leave behind doesn’t follow you a single mile!
Station Pass, but we don’t
In transit: Scenes that leave us behind
THE WORLD OUTSIDE MY WINDOW

“TO BEGIN WITH IS TO ARRIVE WITH NOTHING”
“Come unprepared, because the journey will teach you the rest!”
“I’m leaving. No surety I’ll come back.
No surety I’ll stay there where I’m going.No surety I’ll return to exactly here, from where I‘ve started
No promises..
From Inside the train, I peep out my window,
I’m admiring places, love them for a second..
Then make them feel abandoned,
Not getting off here, even if I long,
The train knows where it’s going, Don’t bargain with destiny, it’s wrong.
These places walking past me are to stay unknown, but forever? I doubt..
But I spare today, for I go looking something untroubled that simply finds me,
In hopes, I just blindly follow, I trust the time indeed.
The journey would be long,
maybe it leads me back to the place, to where I belong
Nobody awaits,
No more promises.“

“The places and people we leave behind, they are like our shadow following us everywhere, but sadly they are invisible during dark times, and when a light of hope falls on our life, they come alive out of nowhere clearly visible to us, uncover this truth, they never leave completely, but disappear when it gets real and tough.”
“We believe from inside the train that places and people are moving past us, but it is not so, the fact that we are the one leaving them behind while train moves ahead, reality is different that what we perceive.”
“You can hold on to every sight that met your eyes on way to your journey, but you cannot know, visit, and understand every aspect of it. People and places are just passing scenes, don’t waste your life in knowing everyone or making yourself known to every person. The one who’ll become part of your journey will get on the train and may get off sooner than you expect, don’t reget what you missed on way behind and don’t miss who already left.”





